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Name: Brooke
Birthday: 6/23/1989
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Interests: Singing, dancing, hanging with friends, computer, phone, tv..and BOYS!
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

I just got back from NYC. Holy cow...it was amazingggg! I totally did not expect it to be as much fun as it was. Like before i went i was like i hope everyone it nice and i hope i have a nice roomate, and all. Well in the afternoon on friday my mom and dad drove me to the hotel. And then we went and got dinner on the top floor at the restaurant. Then we went to the orientation where i finally met my roomate Grace.  There was this whole mess up thing where i got put with people that i wasnt supposed to be with, but it worked out for the best cause it ended up just being me and Grace  in the room sooo we both got our own beds, which was a plus. Then the first day i woke up 6....and i was soooo excitedd. It was awesome cause i met Kyle, Emily, Eva, Chelsea, and Grayson. They were alll sooooooo niice. We ended up chilling in mine and Grace's room like every night. Haha okayy sooo like inside jokes....

--Bagel.

--I hate when bagels are dry. EWWWW GROSS hahahahah.

--Flex.

--HORNDOG. (Dude everyone was sooo horny like all the time it was sooo funny.)

--MWAHHHH! (lol mine and Kyle's thingg ....i think we got him everytime!!)

--SHIRLEY TEMPLESS! (aww whenever i think of shirley temples i will miss you all.)

--You know...your boo?!?! (haha awww chels!! soo funny.)

--YO. sup...? (haha chels is sooo gangsterrrr. lol.)

--GASM!!!!!! (haha Grace that was sooo funny when you were just like "WOW i was like GASM!" lol or however you sed it. it was sooo funny)

It was soooooo much fun. Lol we were laughin sooooo hard like all the time...im sure there is more inside jokes but i dont remember it cause it was sooo much awesome randomness the whole timeee. lol. SILLYYY!!! (everytime i hear someone say Silly...im automatically gonna think of Grayson. Because he sed it all the time. I love it.) lol on Wednesday we went to Mars 2112 haha that was funn...and then after that we went to see Hairspray, that show it AWEESOMEE! The whole week was filled with soooo many amazing moments i will never forget any of them! I will NEVER forget the DB CREW! The 'B' group.....!!! At the performance we danced to Poison Ivy (and WE TOTALLLLY ROCKED OUT BITCHES.) haha and we sang the prayer and on my way. It was sooo awesome!! After the performance i was sooooooo unbelieveably sad. I love everyone soooo freakin much....you have really made me a better person....because of you i am stronger. And i absolutely HATED saying goodbye....it was the worst. I cryed soooo much....the whole time at dinner the whole train ride home....this morning at work.....its sooo sad...that i wont be able to see you for a while. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ANY ONE OF YOU. I CANNNNNOTTTT WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEARR!!

well thats it for now....much love.

Grace.Kyle.Eva.Emily.Chelsea.and.Grayson-- the hotel at night was soooooo much fun!! i loved every single moment....you 6 are the most amazing people out of alllllll the people i met this week. We alll instantly bonded and because of you i have more faith in myself to succeed. And i CANNOT wait to you ya'll (haha i loved how Grayson made fun of my "southern accent")  lol. I will miss bein laughed at when i like told an ABSOLUTELY pointless story. haha. Each one of you have touched my life in some way.  I love you allll the most. <3333 I will never forget any of you.

OHHHH SHITTTT DB LISTEN TO MY SONNNNGGGGG. WE DANCED TO THIS IN HIP-HOP WITH RIZZZZO THAT WAS AWESOMEEE... DO GON HATE ON US. BET WE REPPIN IT...SO! AND PUMP ITTTTT.

PICTURES-- I took these from Kyle soo credit to her! I <3 her cause she was kind enough to let me use these.

meeee.jpg -- Me yess i know i look scared haha.

teach.jpg -- Okayy soo Mary Ann Lamb the one in front of Catherine was my theartre dance teacher and was in Chicago!! How awesome was that!! She was AWESOME!!

sexypeople.jpg -- Okayy soo thats Kyle, Grace, and Emily!! I love those 3 soooo effing much.

hubblebubble.jpg --Okayy soo thats the FAMOUS Hublee Bubblee!! Yess children on a menu at a retuarant a Tabbacco Water Pipe!!

grayson.jpg -- Grayson, ow ow sexxxi sexxxi!! Whatta hottieeee!! And hes sooo sweet too!!

graysonandgracehanging.jpg -- Here we have Grayson and Grace doing what we did every night...chilled in mine and Grace's room. Gahh <33 those two.

grace.jpg -- Grace, man idk what i would have done without her!! I <3 her!! She was the best roomate. Im gonna miss her sooo much next year.

graceblah.jpg-- Okayy soo BEST picture ever!! "Things that make ya go BLAHHH!!" haha you soo had to be there to expirience that! It was sooo funny!

flex.jpg-- Mhmm, so thats Flex (aka Megan) and a hot ballet dude underneath.

NYC was the BEST! Miss everyone sooo much.


Thursday, July 28, 2005

My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
(And you) You leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you.


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

I miss you like crazy. You don't know what you've done to me. I can't sleep at night baby. Wishing you were here with me...

Okayy so summer is like half boring and half fun. Some days are a lot of fun. and then others r boring as nething! soo yeahh if u wanna hang out...call my cell. <33

Now I realized how much you mean to me, You are my everythin, I miss you baby ...


Saturday, July 16, 2005

I cant do this anymore.

I cant.

I am physically tired of crying myself to sleep every single night. I'm literally not strong enough anymore.

I have always been a strong girl. I was always very good at handleing my emotions... but lately I cant.

Im tired.

Theres a point in your life where you have to just let go, well I have tryed to come to that point so many times...but when I get there my heart gets in the way and I fall again.

Its pathetic.

Its pathetic I know. I just cant deal like I used to. First couple months I had hope that you would come back and take me in your arms and say "Princess, I miss you..I need you." But it didnt happen like I had planned on. Months and months I have waited for a miracle.

I know.

I know that part of me knows its time to let go, its already too far gone. But for some reason half of me is still praying that it will.

Its been 5 months. Since that day, that I thought "No, no this is just temporary..this isnt really the end of us. Soon things will be back to normal we will be together everything will be fine. Just give it a week to blow over." Well weeks turned to months.....its far gone.

So I guess what I really mean is....I'm slowly loosing faith.

You'll always be in my heart. And I want you to know that in me, you will always have a place to call "home".

I miss you...

I love you. Please dont forget me.

 

 

^^ PLEASE dont take that. Its mine i wrote it please.


Sunday, July 10, 2005

 WHEN Y0U ARE A TEENAGE GiRL
»» youu`re friends are more important than your family
»»  boyfriends are major priority
»» youuu have to look perfect even if youu`re going somewhere stupid just incase youu see someone youu know
»»  youu sneak out to meet a friend or a guy
»» youu become irritated by little things
»» youu whine about guys to everyone
»» youu`re embarrassed to go to the mall with your parents
»» youu know what youu`re 'bases' are & youu have been to some
»» youu find the real use of a basement & bedroom window
»» youu need new clothes all the time
»» youu go to parties every weekend. unless you`re parents come up with a stupid excuse for u not to go.
»» youu`ll do anything for attention

i`m in the middle of trying to choose
who do i want to love & who i`m
willing to lose.<3

 

 

 



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